tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73411892008-04-07T03:23:46.721-07:00RiddhiBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1170161672377195532007-01-30T04:01:00.000-08:002007-01-30T04:54:32.386-08:00Pyaar hai ya sazaa... eh mere dil bata<br />Toothta kyu nahi... dard ka silsila<br />Iss pyaar mein ho kaise kaise imtihaan<br />Yeh pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan<br />Ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar..<br />Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar....<br /><br /><br />Kaisa hai safar wafa ki manzil ka<br />Na hai koi hal diloki mushkil ka<br />Dhadkan dhadkan bhari ranjishein<br />Saansein saansein tooti bandishein<br />Kahi toh har lamha hoton pe fariyaad hai<br />Kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai<br />Ya rabba ... de de koi jaan bhi agar..<br />Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar..<br /><br /><br />Koi na sune sisakti aahon ko<br />Koi na dhare tadapti baahon ko<br />Aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein<br />Tooti footi farmaishein<br />Kahin shakh hai toh kahin nafrat ki deewar hai<br />Kahin jeet mein bhi shamil pal pal haar hai<br />Ya rabba... de de koi jaan bhi agar..<br />Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar....<br /><br /><br /><br />This song is dam true... every word has a meaning to it....Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1153582091730612532006-07-22T08:11:00.000-07:002006-07-23T01:23:43.016-07:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that you cannot make</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">someone love you.All you can do is</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">stalk them and hope they panic and give in.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that no matter how much i care,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">some people are just assholes.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that it takes years</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">to build up trust,and it only takes</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">suspicion,not proof,to destroy it.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that you can get by</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">on charm for about 15 minutes.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">After that yu better have a big weenie</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">or huge boobs.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that you shudn't</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">compare yourself to others-they r</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">more screwed up than u think.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that you can keep pukin</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">long after you think u'r finished.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that v r responsible</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">for wat v do,unless v r celebrities.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that no matter how much</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">u love a person n how true u r,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">mind games and controversies take over.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I've learned that the people you care most</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">about in life r taken from you too soon</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">and all the less important ones just never</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">go away....</span>Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1147960388510483442006-05-18T06:33:00.000-07:002006-05-18T07:17:02.580-07:00Evrythin around is so fake.. so not wanted...i jus dun feel like goin on more....<br />evry single soul around me.... thy dun need me... n i dun feel da need of livin more... coz im tired of livin... whts so exciting to go on? nuthin.....<br />nuthin evn excits me to live ... whom to live for? for the ppl around me? CRAPPPPP!!!!!<br />all i lik to do is.... jus sit in sum corner.. n cry... i hate seein ppl around me... i hate evrythin around me....<br />i dun want any1.... nuthin.... no one...<br />Wht i jus want is DEATH.... have being prayin to god day n night... tht jus take me away... i seriosuly dun wanna live.... but i wonder y my prayers dun work out....<br />evry person around me has a problem wid me....true... im a person who cant make any dam living being happy....<br />seriously... if evry1 has so much problem wid me .. y dont they kill me... ? i dun like livin either.. i seriously dont.... i wan2 die.....<br />can sum 1 help me die?????Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1147684966282149922006-05-15T02:08:00.000-07:002006-05-15T02:22:46.293-07:00This is What i feel.... bout relationships... now!!<br /><br />RELATIONSHIPS------off all kinds------are like Sand held in your hand.Held loosely,with an open hand,the sand remains where it is.<br />The minute you close your hand and squeez tightky to hold on,the sand trickles through your fingers.You may hold on to some of it,but most will be spilled.<br />A relationship is like that. Held loosely,with respect and freedom for the other person,it is likely to remain intact.....But hold too tightly, too possessively,and the relationship slips away and is lost.....<br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />When an emotional injury takes place,<br />the body begins a process....as natural as the healing of a physical wound.<br />Let the process happen,<br />Trust that nature will do the healing....<br />Know that the pain will pass.. and,when it passes,you will be Stronger..... Happier.... more sensitive and aware.....Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1147683974713719582006-05-15T01:55:00.000-07:002006-05-15T02:06:14.726-07:00After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul...And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,<br />And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,<br />And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and eyes open,with the grace of an adult....not the grief of a child,<br />And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.<br />After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much..<br />So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers....<br />And you learn that you really can endure...<br />That you really are strong,<br />And you really do have worth.Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1112348880937893792005-04-01T01:26:00.000-08:002005-04-01T01:48:00.936-08:00I cant realte so much to this track... Evry word means so much...i heard this after a long time... A track by jagjit n chitra.... awesome... as i heard it i felt tht it is so ture.. da words r so true.. n for me at present they r....<br /><br /><br />Yeh batade mujhe zindagi..<br />Pyar ki rah k humsafar..<br />Kiss tarah ban gaye ajnabi..<br />yeh batade mujhe zindagi<br />Phool kyu saare murjha gaye...<br />Kiss liye bujh gayi chandani...<br />yeh batade mujhe zindagi.<br /><br /><br />Kal jo bahon mein the..aur negaho mein the..<br />Ab woh garmee kahan ko gayi..<br />Na woh andaaz hai.. na woh aawaaz hai...<br />Ab woh narmee kahan kho gayi...<br />yeh batade mujhe zindagi...<br />pyar ki rah k humsafar..<br />kiss tarah ban gaye ajnabi...<br /><br /><br />Bewafa tum nahi... Bewafa hum nahi<br />Phir woh jazbaat kyu so gaye...<br />Pyar tumko bhi hai... Pyar humko bhi hai..<br />Faasle fir yeh kyu ho gaye<br />Yeh batadi mujhe zindagi....<br />phool kyu saare murjha gaye..<br />Kiss liye bujh gayi chandani...<br />Yeh batade mujhe zindagi..Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1111474523388814882005-03-21T21:41:00.000-08:002005-03-21T22:55:23.390-08:00Who is a friend?<br />Someone, who is wid u , for u, forevr. Som1 who will need n feed u till eternity.Som1 u can trust alwayz,the person whoz support u can b sure of,evn if he doesn't belive in same ideologies.<br />That ' someone' widout changing his outlook to suit urs,will b on ur side always.Someone who will strengthen u from within.Someone who showz u he path of living, who advices u n looks for ur advices too...<br />TRUST..... trust forms the foundation of friendship n any kinda relationship.A friend will always protect u. Its an invisible bond between 2 hearts, 2 souls, 2 friends. Knowing eachother inside out, upside down is really being friendz! A person needs only 1 friend in life(at least one perfect friend I mean)<br />Have dat chosen one close to ur heart, who will alwayz b ther (if not physically but mentally)...<br />And yes... never break a relationhip bcoz it hurts a lot....<br />Nver insult a person if u don't know much bout him, coz tht hurtz too...<br />Never make a committment when u aren't sure whether u can keep them or not.Bcoz it might hurt only 50% if sumthin is not attained, but it hurtz 100% whn sumthin promised to be urs is not given to u .YOU feel as if it sumthin is SNATCHED!!!!!!<br /><br />"AFFECTION"..... means gentle, lasting love n fondness. Its sumthin dat all don't deserve or get. But some ppl who get it don't care bout it.<br />"SATISFACTION"..... somethin i hardly get... not bcoz I belive in perfection, not bcoz I am an Immature greedy human. But bcoz I get too less thn wht i xpect. I dunno y, may b som sins i committed. But still I belive in ALMIGHTY.Someone once said to this to me..." God creats probs for us so dat we never forget him n also bcoz facing thm males us a stronger person n a better human being"Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1110869893818960832005-03-14T22:24:00.000-08:002005-03-14T22:58:13.820-08:00There are moments in life when you miss someone,<br />so much that you just want to pick them up from ur dreams and hug them for real!<br />When the doors of happiness closes,<br />another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't c the one which has been opened for us.<br />Don't go for looks; they can deceive,<br />Don't go for wealth; even that fades away,<br />Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem like bright.<br />Find the one that makes Ur heart smile.<br />Dream what u want to dream<br />Go where u want to go<br />Be what u want to be, because you have only one life and once chance to do all the things u want to do.<br />May u have enough happines to make u sweet,<br />enough trails to make u strong,<br />enough sorrows to keep u human and<br />enough hope to keep u happy.<br />The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everythin,<br />they just make the most of everythin that comes along their way.<br />The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,<br />You can't go forward in life until u let go of ur past failures and heartaches.<br />When u were born u were crying ans everyone around u was smiling.<br />Live ur life so at the end,<br />You're the one who is smiling and everyone around u is crying.Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1110358638643039312005-03-08T23:28:00.000-08:002005-03-09T01:00:34.296-08:00this was for dev(bro)..... whn he was goin thru a ruff patch of life...<br /><br />Zindagi hoti hai sirf do pal ki....<br />Itna socha na karo,<br />Daudti hai toh daudne do..<br />Roka na karo,<br />Guzar jayega har lamha...<br />Itne baichain na raho,<br />Puri hojaye gi har khwaish..<br />Apni taqdeer pe yu shak na karo....<br /><br />Jus wanna tell u sumthin bro... evrythin wat u want wil take some time to come... especially da good things... n u knw u r da best right... so god wants da best person to get da best of things... so he does have to think n thn give u stuff..... tht sure takes time....Muah love u my jaan....<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Ehsaas ko bura kahe ya haalaat ko,<br />Insaan ko bura kahe ya uski kismat ko,<br />Apni marzi k toh hum sabhi malik hai...<br />Marzi ko bura kahe ya irade ko....<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------<br />Sabko yahan apna manchaha pyar nahi milta,<br />pehla pyar har kisi ke naseeb mein nahi hota,<br />Milte hai har modh pe dil lutane wale,<br />lekin har dil lutane wala yaar nahi hota..<br /><br />------------------------------------------------<br />Begano k beech apno ko dhunda nahi jata,<br />faslo ko kabhi mitaya nahi jata,<br />darare padh jati hai rishton mein....<br />magar unn dararo ki lakeero ko ... mitaya nahi jata..<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------<br />humne kabhi manga nahi..<br />phir bhi yeh gum mila hume<br />kuch dekar... kuch lekar<br />bohot kuch sikha humne...<br />tum toh chale gaye<br />par yeh ashq reh gaye...<br />dil ki gehraiyon mein tum mujhe<br />bewafai kaise nibhana.. yeh sikha gaye...<br /><br />--------------------------------------------------<br />Hasaake phir rulane wale milte hai bohot,<br />Jaan dekar, phir lene wale milte hai bohot,<br />Pyar karne wale milte toh nahi yahan,<br />Par pyar ke naam pe bewafa milte hai bohot<br /><br />--------------------------------------------------<br /><br />These r jus a few of them.... wil post otherz later......Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1110180771535270892005-03-06T23:22:00.000-08:002005-03-06T23:32:51.536-08:00Was watchin Socha na tha last night... ! its an awesom movie.... its really funny how ppl around meet n fall in love.... its really weird... the title track of dat movie is so beautifully written dat it jus touches ur heart man.... da wordings made me fall in love wid person who i havent yet met!..... its strange but its true....<br /><br />Kabhi dil ke kareeb... tumhe mere naseeb...<br />yu laaenge Socha na tha..<br />Ek chahat ka pal..<br />Sab sawalo ka hal...<br />Yu paenge .. Socha na tha..<br /><br />Ankhein jo ab meri aankhon mein hai..<br />Dhund raha tha kai saalo se...<br />Kitni milti hai aankhein yeh..<br />Khwaabo se .. mere khayalo se.<br />K haqiqat main hum..<br />Sapno ka sanam...<br />Yu paenge Socha na tha... Kabhi dil ke kareeb.. tumhe mere naseeb.......<br /><br /><br />Kabhi tanha baithe baithe yuhi<br />Pal mein he mein gumm ho jati thi...<br />Mein bhi kahaan mein rehti thi...<br />Aksar Mein tum ho jati thi..<br />Yeh ajab si khata...<br />Aur iski saza..<br />Yu paenge Socha na tha... Kabhi dil Ke kareeb..tumhe mere naseeb...yu laenge socha na tha...<br />ek chahat ka pal... sab sawalo ka hal.. yu paenge SOCHA NA THA....Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1108048260782782882005-02-10T05:53:00.000-08:002005-03-08T05:55:49.166-08:00its been a long time since i have posted anythin here..... hmmmm i guess 2 to 4 months have passed.....<br />People around me wanted da same old rids back.... who was fun loving.....always crakin sum kinda jokes....kiddish....a total freak to be wid....!!!<br />So when i changed or i must say circumstances changed this Kiddish rids.... to a serious rids.... no one was happy.... especially my pals who thought dat rids is n always will be a fun loving person who always makes others laugh..... Yea no matter wat she is goin thru in her life... she wil be ther for otherz......<br />i still remember da days whn i use to go to college.. (september to dec start) use to hardly interact wid my pals... use to ask thm to get serious in life..... My best friend... Vidhi.. she was realy shoked to c me this way.... i mean no one was use to this rids.... they were n r so use to rids who is never sad no matter wat comes her way, she is smiling ... laughin....<br />I realised this lately tht i have changed a lot.... i was givin away my real side to my pals... who aren't use to the real side of Rids.... it was hard to explain to them dat ' guys this is riddhi'<br />I myself started feeling dat i have changed a lot.... im too matured...<br />So finally.... im back ... da same old idiot .. kiddish... crazy ...ridssss......... I dun wanna be matured... coz i have realized One thing.... whn i was matured... i had da power to forgive n let go..... i had left behind da childish behaviour.... this is it..... dunn have much to write things.... will blog later......Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1099071651356773762004-10-29T09:49:00.000-07:002004-10-29T10:40:51.356-07:00<span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">If there was ever a time to dare, <br />to make a difference, <br />to embark on something worth doing , <br /> <br />ITS NOW. <br /> <br />Not for any grand cause,necessarily... <br />but for something that tugs at your heart, <br />something that's your inspiration, <br />something that's your dream. <br />You owe it to urself <br />to make ur days here count. <br /> <br />HAVE FUN. <br />DIG DEEP. <br />STRETCH. <br />DREAM BIG. <br /> <br />Know, though, that things worth doing seldom come easy. <br />There will be good days. <br />And there will be bad days. <br />There will be times when u want to turn around, <br />pack it up, <br />and call it quits. <br /> <br />Those times tell u <br />that u r pushing urself, <br />that u r not afraid to learn by tryin <br /> <br />PERSIST. <br /> <br />Because with an idea, <br />determination, <br />and the right tools, <br />you can do great things. <br />Let ur instincts, <br />your intellect, <br />and ur heart, <br />guide U. <br /> <br />TRUST. <br /> <br />Believe in the incredible power of the human mind. <br />Of doing something that makes a difference. <br />Of working hard. <br />Of laughing and hoping. <br />Of lazy afternoons. <br />Of lasting friends. <br />Of all the things that will cross your path this year. <br /> <br />That start of something new <br />brings the hope of something great, <br /> <br />ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /></span></span>Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1098777657299480742004-10-26T00:38:00.000-07:002004-10-26T01:00:57.300-07:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">Have i changed so much dat no one wants to this riddhi???? <br />Its really frustrating..... some facts of ur life change u as a person.... n whn u feel wat u doin is right.... ppl around think u rong..... u r bad.... u r selfish.. n they all jus go away...... n u r left all alone.... .dats wat has happend wid me..... i am all alone.... alone is not da word.... i myself am responsible for all this is guess... <br />I changed for good...... im tired of being da old riddhi who use to live for otherz..... who always laughed... fooled around.... use to be kiddish n innocent..... <br />I have become selfish.... i think bout myself now...coz whn i use to think bout otherz i never got anythin in return .... Just a GPL..... thn y shud i think bout otherz........ n after i have changed.... ppl r regrettin .. they regret to know me..... n all r jus goin away.......whn i look back i have no one... NO ONE..... its me .. me n only me.... <br />Wat da hell am i suppose to do.....I wanna go away from here... i cant live here..... i look around i feel frustratred .... feel like killing myself......i cant evn go away from here coz i have to finish my degreee..... i dunno wat to do...... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />HAPPINESSS.......... yea..i've heard this word often ..infact I hear it almost evryday..... When I came in this world, GOD made my family happy... When I talked da first time...When i walked for the first time...My parents were happy.When i make friends.. n feel close to them , whn i feel wanted i feel happy...when i do sumthin new n i feel successsful(dats never poss), when i hand around wid my pals(not poss now)... whn im wid my famiy i feel satisfied n satisfied.. <br />When i look upon my life im no longer happy!Where has the joy of my living gone?Wher r those sweet moments I always wanted to spend? wher is the LOVE... AFFECTION...CARE.. which I imparted to otherz but never got back? <br />May b I am a bit selfish.. but give it a thought---- whn u invest in sumthin & U don't get the returns, don't u feel disappointed? <br />I know one has to live life on their oen & not to be too dependent on friends,but u can't totally rule out da phenomenon of maintaining relationships.If having friends or not,ought to make no difference to us... then y do all of us socialise???? <br /> <br />Do u know how it feels when ur end is near??? It feels like U got no fear, all tension is on U,all eyes r turning away from U..... When u feel sumthin sharp in ur throat that stops U from sharing what's in ur heart. <br />When u feel like staring at empty space.Wehn the world is running at much faster pace. When ur friends r present &amp; yet still they r not , When ur living, though U wish U were not .When U just wanna hide ur face..... This is wat is happenin to me.... this is wat i feel... <br /></span>Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1098109619819870162004-10-18T06:57:00.000-07:002004-10-18T07:36:38.470-07:00<span style="font-family:georgia;"><strong>Love comes when we least xpect it, when v r not lookin for it.Hunting for Love never brings the right partner.It only creates longing and unhappiness. Love is never outside ourselves, Love is within us. <br />Don't insist that Love come immediately.Perhaps u r not ready for it,or u r not developed enough to attract the love u want. <br />Don't settle for anybody just to have someone.Set your standards.What kind of love do u want? List the qualities in yourself, and you will attract a person who has them.</strong></span> <br /><strong>U might examine what may b keepin love away.Cud it b criticism?Feelings of unworthiness?Unreasonable standards? Movie star images? Fear of intimacy? A belief that u r unlovable? <br />Be ready for love when it does come. Prepare the field and b ready to nourish love. Be loving, and u will b lovable. Be open and receptive to love. <br /> <br /> <br /></strong> <br /><strong></strong> <br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">It seems all of life is relationships. We have relationships wid evrythin. </span></strong> <br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Relationships r mirrors of ourselves.</span></strong> <br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">This is the only way to change otherz------change ourselves first. Change ur patterns, and u will find that "they" are different, too.</span></strong> <br /><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Blame is useless.Blaming only gives away our power.Keep ur power. Without power, v cannot make changes. The helpless victim cannot c a way out....</span> <br /> <br /></strong><strong></strong><strong></strong>Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1098090320392344402004-10-18T01:50:00.000-07:002004-10-18T02:05:20.393-07:00Do Pal Ruka Khwabon Ka Karvan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahan Hum Kahaan <br />Do Pal Ki Thi Yeh Dilon Ki Daastaan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan … <br /> <br />Tum The Ke Thi Koi Ujli Kiran <br />Tum The Yaa Koi Kali Muskayi Thi <br />Tum The Yaa Sapnon Kaa Thaa Saavan <br />Tum The Ke Khushiyon Ki Ghataa Chaayehe Thi <br />Tum The Ke Thaa Koi Phool Khilaa <br />Tum The Yaa Milaa Thaa Mujhe Nayaa Jahaan <br />Do Pal Rukaa Khwabon Kaa Kaarvaan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan <br />Do Pal Ki Thi Yeh Dilon Ki Daastaan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan … <br /> <br /> <br />Tum The Yaa Khushboo Hawaon Mein Thi <br />Tum The Yaa Rang Saari Dishaaon Mein The <br />Tum The Yaa Roshni Raahon Mein Thi <br />Tum The Yaa Geet Goonje Fizaaon Mein The <br />Tum The Mile Yaa Mili Thi Manzilein <br />Tum The Ke Thaa Jaadoo Bharaa Koi Samaa <br />Do Pal Rukaa Khwabon Kaa Kaarvaan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan <br />Do Pal Ki Thi Yeh Dilon Ki Daastaan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan <br />Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan … <br /> <br /><p><strong></strong> </p><p><strong>This song says it all......It has to end someday....but when it ends it hurtz a lot....u r prepared for it but yet its like ... y does it happen .. n y is it ME..... things cud have worked out.... LOL.......... <br />What evr happens....happens for best.... !!!!! lets c wats next... <br /></strong></p> <br /> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1097166523557449512004-10-07T09:08:00.000-07:002004-10-07T09:28:43.556-07:00Was listenin to ustad Nusrat fateh Ali khan..... Amazing..... he is the BEST... <br />From da past 4 to 5 days... im listenin to this gazal of his.... Gam hai ya khushi hai tu... its really nice.. makes sense... <br /> <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.... <br /> <br />Afatoo k daur mein <br />Afatoo k daur mein.. <br />Chain ki ghadi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.... <br /> <br />Meri raatgaar chara... <br />Meri raatgaar chara.. <br />Meri neend bhi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.... <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu. <br /> <br />Mein fiza ki shaam hu.... <br />Mein fiza ki shaam hu.. <br />Ruth bahar ki hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu... <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.... <br /> <br />Dosto k darmiyaan.. <br />Dosto k darmiyaan.. <br />Wajah dosti hai tu.... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu... <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.. <br /> <br />Meri saari umrah mein.. <br />Meri saari umrah mein.. <br />Ek he kami hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu... <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu <br />Meri zindagi hai tu... <br /> <br />Mein toh woh nahi raha... <br />Mein toh woh nahi raha.. <br />Haan magar wahi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.. <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.... <br /> <br />Nasser iskayaar mein <br />Nasser iskayaar mein... <br />Kitna ajnabi hai tu... <br />Meri zindagi hai tu... <br />Gam hai ya khushi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu.. <br />Meri zindagi hai tu........ <br /> <br /> <br />hmmmm....good one........ <br />This stuff is dedicated to the ppl who r madly deeply in love....n r on da verge of gettin married..LOL......... <br />DEV..ANU.....n RITESH its 4 u too.... saloni n u make a dam cute pair.. all da best to all of u .... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1096695725042728952004-10-01T22:29:00.000-07:002004-10-01T22:42:05.043-07:00Yesterday... Dat's da 1 st of october.... met a person who is known for only bad things.... he is known as a don man... HUSSAIN.....i use to get freaked out whnever i use to c him.... <br />god knowz wat happened to shamim n me yesterday dat v went for a drive wid him in his new car..v were not at all plannin to go wid him.... coz i get shit scared man.... hez a bloody don ... da only thing he knows is to hurt ppl.... a bad man thingi....... <br />I WAS WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <br />lol..... yeh man i was wrong....... v sat in da car.... coz nadeem asked us to..... v sat n guess wat muzik was playin in his car............NUSRAT FATEH ALI KHAN'S gazals .... OH man dat was amazing..............he is a real diff person............. very helpful.... alwayz ther 4 otherz........... Yeh he does get bugged.... an angry young man........... but really good by heart.......Learnt a hell lot of things coz of him yesterday............. <br />v becam friends real soon............ i asked him da name of da cassette he was playin he removed da cassette n gave it to me.... lol....... he said keep it........ really nice songs in ther..........n any probs wid u ... im always ther.......... <br />he is bad but not wid evry person ............hez a guy who is bad wid bad ppl... n ppl who try to hurt him or his loved one's r screwed big time...hehheheh.... <br />Its funny.. till da time u dont know any1 u r so wrong in judging them......... n after u knw them u can't stop praising them.....hes a really sweet person.................i learnt a lot from him today..... <br />now v friends... n hez like any probs ill be ther 4 u... don't worry bout anythin...... can't write much bout him here.... coz i can't explain wat all he did yesterday...........Yeh one thing is true he gives bad words to ASIF>>>>loLOLOLOLOLOL........hehehhee... n v were laughin our guts out on him yesterday in da car..........heheehehh <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1095780253741514262004-09-21T07:50:00.000-07:002004-09-21T09:21:58.273-07:00It all came very easy <br />when you decided to leave me <br />You called me to say “goodbye” <br />I said, "fine" but it was a lie <br /> <br /> <br />Since then, I acted to be strong <br />And proved you that leaving me is wrong <br />I learned to hide what I really feel <br />and tried to keep it unrevealed <br /> <br /> <br />I told my friends I was OK <br />"I will survive", that's what I’d say <br />My true feelings, you shouldn’t know <br />So I tried my best not to show <br /> <br /> <br />So now, tonight, here I am again <br />Can’t take anymore this obvious pretence <br />But tomorrow, I guess, I'll keep my lies <br />And wear my mask for my disguise... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />U know it's reallly bad when da person u loved truely.. n yet do has no idea bout it.... but i hurts more whn u love da person n he knows bout it.. n doesnt react to it..... <br />it's really painful whn da person leaves u for no reason n doesnt even look behind.... <br />Ppl forget their past so easily man... i never knew dat..... i guess i was a fool then who never ever wanted to forget my past... thought dat things will be fine someday.... this is was kk has to say... evrythn will be fine....no wayz kk nuthin will be fine coz u gotta b there for things to go right n u wont understand dat.... y u doin this to me...... i really donno y..... <br />Its not at all easy to forget ur past.. a past where evrythin seemed to be so fine.... u kwn its really painful whn da person who has jus left u half way thru... has no idea wat he meant to u.... <br />kk was my best friend..a person who i loved truely.... was da only one who i shared my thoughts wid......... <br />Its really buggin whn ppl dont hide their feelings.... coz dat creats a lot of probs.... <br />i knw dat he yet loves me n has feelings 4 me.... but he is scared dat if he wants me back in his life again he wont b able to give me da same time n importance like he use to give me earlier.... but dam he doesnt understand one thing..... i have changed now....his love n presence.... is everythin 4 me..... his mental not physical presence..... i wanna jus be wid him.... give my love to him.. nothin more...... i can't understand y is kk doin things........ plz kk one chance......... lets give it one more try....... plz ........... lll make things work.... <br />this is d only thing wats goin on in my mind now.... n its 4 u .... <br /> <br />Bolti rahi aankhein meri.... <br />Inko jo padta tu agar.. <br />Hota nahi... yu bekhabar... hota tu mera humsafar.. <br />Ruk ja jo ek baar kehta tu agar.. <br />Tanha gujarta na apna yeh safar... <br />Lamho ki guzarish thi yeh... paas aaja eh .... <br />hum ....tum..... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1095098981481934872004-09-13T09:58:00.000-07:002004-09-13T11:09:41.480-07:00Life.... This is wat i think bout it now... <br /> <br />Write it on ur heart that every day is the best day in the year. He is rich who owns the day, and no one owns the day who allows it to be invaded with fret and anxiety.... <br />Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what u could. Some blunders and absurdities, no doubt crept in. Forget them as soon as u can, tomorrow is a new day... Begin it well and serenely with too high spirit to be cumbered with ur old nonsense... <br />This new day is too dear.... with its hopes and invitations.. to waste a moment on the yesterdays...... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1094125078844794592004-09-02T03:45:00.000-07:002005-03-21T00:24:11.820-08:00.........god knows y am i bloggin this.... i really dunno.... these r da lyrics of a song from phir milenge.... i heard this song i was in tears... n da only person who flashed in my mind was ... kk.... y did it all happen.... the wordings r really meaninful....<br /><br />Yaad hai...woh pehli mulaqat yaad hai<br />yaad hai.. mujhe, teri haar ek baat yaad hai<br />Woh mehki raatein.. saari saugatein.. bheegi meri aankhon se aansu beh chale<br />Kisse kuch purane mil gaye.. rone k bahane milgaye.......<br /><br />Mere toote dil ,mein koi khwaish na rahi<br />armaano ki sab raaste suune pade<br />toh duaa bhi meri.. bani aaj badh duaa<br />yeh ehsaas chahaat k sabhi chubne lage..<br />kisse kuch purane mil gaye ..ronke bahane milgaye<br /><br />tujhe bhool na, bhi chahuu toh bhula saku<br />tu hi bata tere bina kaise rahu..<br />tu jaane na sanam, gum meine kya saha<br />bikhre mere sapna zameen pe tooth k<br />kisse kuch purana milgaye.... rono k bahane milgaye....<br /><br />it was nice being wid u ..... u taught me how to love.... n molded me ..... i will always remember u ... forever..Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1093628712172081572004-08-27T09:49:00.000-07:002004-08-28T10:01:26.353-07:00I cannot promise you a lifetime or even a day, <br />For my day and yours r bound to others through a life time commitment. <br />What I can offer is simply ........ME. <br />For whatever amount of time v can steal. <br />I offer you laughter for laughter is beauty. <br />I offer you honesty as honesty is pure. <br />I offer you patience as patience is needed to gain trust. <br />I offer sincerity for through my sincerity I will show you my inner being and desires.. <br />All I ask in return is for you to be honest and open <br />for through your honesty and openness I will receive from you all that I offer. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>I learnt sumthin today... n thats wht gonna help me out in my future.... <br />Attitude....da way u think.... is da way u perform....dats da truth.. <br />if u think u r dum.... if u thnk u wrong... if u think dat wat u doin isn't right... den dats da way it is.. n dats da way it goes.... <br />A person has to change his/her attitude towards life.... try to look at it in a different manner.... <br />Once u start doin dat... evrythin is gonna change....... <br />Ill narrate a story... <br />Kevin.... a 5 yr old boy.... Diana... Kevin's mom ..James.. kevin's dad ... N Mark... Kevin's grandpa... <br />Kevin's grandpa was paralyzed... He cud hardly communicate... cudnt get up... nuthin... <br />Kevin's mom asked him to go n feed grandpa.... Kevin did as he was told.... <br />days past by....Months.. n yrs.. kevin performd his duty obediently ..... <br />as he started maturing.... say bout whn he was in his early teens..(13)... all of a sudden he jus refused to go n feed his grandpa.... da reason was ....he hardly got da time like other children to play n fool around.....he too wanted to be a kid ..who had freedom... ease n comfort without a ny burden or any household work....... <br />His mom was shocked whn he said all this to her... She thought dat this was da time she told her son da truth .... <br />she asked her son to sit ... calm down... n den she said <br />Son whn u were hardly 3 months... our house was set on fire ... n at tht very moment ur father was busy wid some work on da 1st floor n i was busy doin some work in da balcony....ground floor... as soon as v saw dat da house was set on fire... ur father jumped down thnkin dat i might get u out wid me... n i ran out thinkin dat ur dad might get u out wid him.....but v were wrong.... <br />Those days ur grandpa had a real athlete body.. as he was an athlete.... <br />he saw us out ..confuzed... panicked..n scared... <br />He ran into da house.. jus to save u .... The price wat he paid to save u .... I guess son u can c dat...He gave up all evrythin... he lost evrythin... jus to save u .... u here .. livin n enjoyin life jus coz of him..... n u refuse to feed him.......... <br />Kevin den realized wht he was upto.... n after dat..till his grandpa lived he use to feed him n entertain him... <br />His way of thinkin ... Attitude changed..... <br />Once u change ur attitude.. evrythin changes..... <br />think dat life is fun... evry moment is worth cherishin.... It will be fun.....n dat very moment will be cherished!!!!!!!!!! <br /> <br /></p><p></p> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1093363817022829992004-08-24T08:27:00.001-07:002004-09-11T11:00:32.046-07:00Jaipaaa..that's what v all call zaid. <br />Zaid... a really nice n sober guy.. takes life as it comes... no tension bout anything..least botherd..lives life on his own terms n conditions..overall a tanqull personality.. <br />zaid is a guy who can never b serious...n hes so confuzed...man dont talk bout dat.. LOL <br />he was in a relation wid a gal named priyanka..kinda serious...not sure kind... later on he comes n tells me im out of priyanka n i wanna get into this serious relationship... the first name wat comes out from his mouth is shameem.... <br />today ... d aday was ok ok... but evenin was gr8.... evrythin went real smooth.... shameem n i r friends.. solved n cleared out all da possible problems ... i felt really nice to knw her.. shez not bad.... shez just messed up... i knw how it feels whn ur guy leaves u for some one else... n u knw dat its jus coz u messed it up... it was in ur hands...but u never evr tried makin things work out... <br />finally shameem n zaid r together... im happy 4 both of thm..it took a hell lot of time for me to convince shameem for zaid... coz zaid is a dumfuk... he cant decide 4 himself who he likes.. what he wants.... he wants priyanka.. gets affected by da things priya does.. n dat hurts shameem ... <br />Shameem goes like....... i wanna tell him yes.. but i dun wanna screw my case.... he leaves me goes to priya.. again comes back... NAh i dont want that....Now dats true... i agree wid shameem ...she had a bad experience once...she wont be able to take da same shit again.... <br />Zaid.... kinda stable now.... shameem n zaid dating......sounds good... shameem really likes zaid n i think its da same from zaid side... ahhhh think... nope.. im sure coz i confirmed it .... hez jus confuzed... n sad... but ill get him out of dat priya shit.... coz i really want zaid n shameem's relation to have a good end... i want this to b a serious one... <br />shameem isnt bad at all... shes really nice... jus dat bitch taira n insi... created a bad image... <br />im happy dat things between asif n shameem r also fine... n if they rnt .. ill try makin thngs fine.. <br /> <br />God knows what happened to me.. i feel good today... my matter wid shameem is solved.... she has a new guy in her life .. shez happy wid him..... now da only prob is.. <br />Da basic thing was ...... i wanted evrythin to b normal wid shameem n me.... n now it is... <br />we have no grudges.....Yo!!!!!!!!!!! <br /> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1093107294782456442004-08-21T09:01:00.000-07:002004-08-21T10:08:55.346-07:00Im sick n tired of ppl interfering in my life..... y cant they jus let things go da way dey goin!!! <br />whn evrythin seems to be goin in a smooth manner.... sumthin goes wrong.... DAMM! <br />today .....a person who jus left me for no reason..... says dat he loves me... funny isnt it.... <br />hmm n insi (college friend)... calls up today... n jus stats da topic like... u have changed... n so has asif.... u'll dont getlong well wid da grup ppl.... u goin away from everybody.... god dam.... its my life... at da first place i was never close to them...so where does da goin away part come..... YEH but bout asif goin away....... dats da point ...insi is feelin bad coz she lost a real goof friend who use to pamper her.... n who cud level up wid her thoughts....n the fact dats buggin her is dat she has no other option but to hang around with these DUH'S!!!! LOL.................... <br />N mahira........da biggest bitch on earth..... she toh cant at all except da fact dat she lost again.... <br />man its really difficult to make ppl around understand....ITS ME>>>not any other gal around da corner..... U cant take away thngs from me.. coz dats my habit.... Wats mine is mine.... n if isnt mine its neither Urs.... <br />Hmmm.... chuck all this ... i know im soundin duumm... n unreasonable.....but wat buzzezz me off is dat y ...y do these chicky females do dis.. y do dey wanna mess around wid my life.... i know dey cant b satisfied wid wat they have.. coz i have da best of it... n im responsible bout it.... i dun bitch bout ppl n then gain a name for jus a week.....ohhhhhh.... !!! dats bad isnt it... hehehe .... <br /> <br />bussssssssss dats it... frustration is out.... <br />but im sure bout one thing .... ther r many who hate me .....but out of them ther r a few who truely love me ... n love me as a friend.... love me 4 wat i am... da only problem wid ppl around is ... they dont try to knw riddhi...they dun wanna know wats ther in her.... all jus want her around coz she makes ppl laugh.... she forgets her probs n is always der 4 others..... <br />No more of this shit...im really happy wid my present life.. satisfied...content....dun want anythin more.... <br />i want my past to be a past.... tryin my level best to forget evry bit of it... but it aint dat easy.... coz evry time i try doin dat.... my past bcoms da present.... <br />ok now dats enough .....aaj ke liye itna doze kafi hai <br /> <br />Hey Bro.... wats up.... arre u toh stopped bloggin only... accha dun worry. dont take tension after reading this blog... hehhehe.... hota hai... aur mera saath toh hote he rehta hai... <br />u knw dat.... ppl r 'J'... of u n me... coz V R DA BEST <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1092488913155132392004-08-14T05:33:00.000-07:002004-08-14T06:12:20.316-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;">man....feels good to get back to blogging....had been out of this for more dan a month....</span> <br /><span style="font-size:85%;">life's goin better dan b4....infact i feel tht it shud continue the way its goin .....dun have much to write.... coz cant explain or express da facts taken place in my life.... its different.... da only thing wat i can let out is dat.... it feels good .... its goin smooth....eh!...sounds duh!...but yea i have gone mad.... crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... hehheheh...bro i miss ya...a loottttttttttttt <br /></span> <br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> <br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span> <br />Riddhitag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7341189.post-1087991983948939432004-06-23T04:47:00.000-07:002004-06-23T04:59:43.946-07:00Posting after a real long time.... 5 days.... gone thru many things in these 5 days....spoke to dev.... hez goin thru a lot... a lot is not the word... only if we were together right now.. evrythin wud have been fine.... he wud have been ther for me n vice versa... i miss him a lot.... hez always helped me out in evry aspect... he was my guideline ..... n at this stage of my life ... i feel dam lonely widout him.... i feel as if im nothin widout dev ..... <br />college started on this monday dat's 21st..... its good.. enjoying.....but evryday got some or the other thoguhts revolving round ... i dunno whn am i gonna change.... <br />all hate my nature... its true.... infact all my friends have warned me ... LOL <br />its like .. i start caring n trusting ppl a lot... i really care about ppl around me... help thm in evry way... n at last i get a kick on my ass... or in return i never get care n love .... n thn i sit n crib bout being da way i am.... <br />Jinal n Raj.... n ya how can i forget Manish.... they have tried explaing me stuff but i cant change its difficult.... <br />Raj n Jinal ... both of them r so bugged ...they were like.... Dam it y cant u change,,,, plz stop caring bout ppl.. .plz stop helping ppl... u r the one whoz gonna suffer.. u keep on doing things for others but in return u get nuthin.... except pain... n ingnorence....... I gotta change.,... i have to start hating ppl.... n if this is it.... the first person who i shud start screwing is Vidhi... my Best friend ... oppps who was my Best friend.. but jus for a little thing tried to screw my life in evryway n yet is doin dat i feel... I cant do anythin to her.... coz shez always ther for me... <br />Da only thing dat i can do is.... Stop CARING>>>>. BHAAD MEIN JA.... let me try.. ill change myself............ OH god plz help me...........Riddhi