Simply Me..

I cannot promise you a lifetime or even a day,
For my day and yours r bound to others through a life time commitment.
What I can offer is simply ........ME.
For whatever amount of time v can steal.
I offer you laughter for laughter is beauty.
I offer you honesty as honesty is pure.
I offer you patience as patience is needed to gain trust.
I offer sincerity for through my sincerity I will show you my inner being and desires..
All I ask in return is for you to be honest and open
for through your honesty and openness I will receive from you all that I offer.

I learnt sumthin today... n thats wht gonna help me out in my future....
Attitude....da way u think.... is da way u perform....dats da truth..
if u think u r dum.... if u thnk u wrong... if u think dat wat u doin isn't right... den dats da way it is.. n dats da way it goes....
A person has to change his/her attitude towards life.... try to look at it in a different manner....
Once u start doin dat... evrythin is gonna change.......
Ill narrate a story...
Kevin.... a 5 yr old boy.... Diana... Kevin's mom ..James.. kevin's dad ... N Mark... Kevin's grandpa...
Kevin's grandpa was paralyzed... He cud hardly communicate... cudnt get up... nuthin...
Kevin's mom asked him to go n feed grandpa.... Kevin did as he was told....
days past by....Months.. n yrs.. kevin performd his duty obediently .....
as he started maturing.... say bout whn he was in his early teens..(13)... all of a sudden he jus refused to go n feed his grandpa.... da reason was ....he hardly got da time like other children to play n fool around.....he too wanted to be a kid ..who had freedom... ease n comfort without a ny burden or any household work.......
His mom was shocked whn he said all this to her... She thought dat this was da time she told her son da truth ....
she asked her son to sit ... calm down... n den she said
Son whn u were hardly 3 months... our house was set on fire ... n at tht very moment ur father was busy wid some work on da 1st floor n i was busy doin some work in da balcony....ground floor... as soon as v saw dat da house was set on fire... ur father jumped down thnkin dat i might get u out wid me... n i ran out thinkin dat ur dad might get u out wid him.....but v were wrong....
Those days ur grandpa had a real athlete body.. as he was an athlete....
he saw us out ..confuzed... panicked..n scared...
He ran into da house.. jus to save u .... The price wat he paid to save u .... I guess son u can c dat...He gave up all evrythin... he lost evrythin... jus to save u .... u here .. livin n enjoyin life jus coz of him..... n u refuse to feed him..........
Kevin den realized wht he was upto.... n after dat..till his grandpa lived he use to feed him n entertain him...
His way of thinkin ... Attitude changed.....
Once u change ur attitude.. evrythin changes.....
think dat life is fun... evry moment is worth cherishin.... It will be fun.....n dat very moment will be cherished!!!!!!!!!!

JAIPAAAA.............!

Jaipaaa..that's what v all call zaid.
Zaid... a really nice n sober guy.. takes life as it comes... no tension bout anything..least botherd..lives life on his own terms n conditions..overall a tanqull personality..
zaid is a guy who can never b serious...n hes so confuzed...man dont talk bout dat.. LOL
he was in a relation wid a gal named priyanka..kinda serious...not sure kind... later on he comes n tells me im out of priyanka n i wanna get into this serious relationship... the first name wat comes out from his mouth is shameem....
today ... d aday was ok ok... but evenin was gr8.... evrythin went real smooth.... shameem n i r friends.. solved n cleared out all da possible problems ... i felt really nice to knw her.. shez not bad.... shez just messed up... i knw how it feels whn ur guy leaves u for some one else... n u knw dat its jus coz u messed it up... it was in ur hands...but u never evr tried makin things work out...
finally shameem n zaid r together... im happy 4 both of thm..it took a hell lot of time for me to convince shameem for zaid... coz zaid is a dumfuk... he cant decide 4 himself who he likes.. what he wants.... he wants priyanka.. gets affected by da things priya does.. n dat hurts shameem ...
Shameem goes like....... i wanna tell him yes.. but i dun wanna screw my case.... he leaves me goes to priya.. again comes back... NAh i dont want that....Now dats true... i agree wid shameem ...she had a bad experience once...she wont be able to take da same shit again....
Zaid.... kinda stable now.... shameem n zaid dating......sounds good... shameem really likes zaid n i think its da same from zaid side... ahhhh think... nope.. im sure coz i confirmed it .... hez jus confuzed... n sad... but ill get him out of dat priya shit.... coz i really want zaid n shameem's relation to have a good end... i want this to b a serious one...
shameem isnt bad at all... shes really nice... jus dat bitch taira n insi... created a bad image...
im happy dat things between asif n shameem r also fine... n if they rnt .. ill try makin thngs fine..

God knows what happened to me.. i feel good today... my matter wid shameem is solved.... she has a new guy in her life .. shez happy wid him..... now da only prob is..
Da basic thing was ...... i wanted evrythin to b normal wid shameem n me.... n now it is...
we have no grudges.....Yo!!!!!!!!!!!

Tired... Life sukks at times

Im sick n tired of ppl interfering in my life..... y cant they jus let things go da way dey goin!!!
whn evrythin seems to be goin in a smooth manner.... sumthin goes wrong.... DAMM!
today .....a person who jus left me for no reason..... says dat he loves me... funny isnt it....
hmm n insi (college friend)... calls up today... n jus stats da topic like... u have changed... n so has asif.... u'll dont getlong well wid da grup ppl.... u goin away from everybody.... god dam.... its my life... at da first place i was never close to them...so where does da goin away part come..... YEH but bout asif goin away....... dats da point ...insi is feelin bad coz she lost a real goof friend who use to pamper her.... n who cud level up wid her thoughts....n the fact dats buggin her is dat she has no other option but to hang around with these DUH'S!!!! LOL....................
N mahira........da biggest bitch on earth..... she toh cant at all except da fact dat she lost again....
man its really difficult to make ppl around understand....ITS ME>>>not any other gal around da corner..... U cant take away thngs from me.. coz dats my habit.... Wats mine is mine.... n if isnt mine its neither Urs....
Hmmm.... chuck all this ... i know im soundin duumm... n unreasonable.....but wat buzzezz me off is dat y ...y do these chicky females do dis.. y do dey wanna mess around wid my life.... i know dey cant b satisfied wid wat they have.. coz i have da best of it... n im responsible bout it.... i dun bitch bout ppl n then gain a name for jus a week.....ohhhhhh.... !!! dats bad isnt it... hehehe ....

bussssssssss dats it... frustration is out....
but im sure bout one thing .... ther r many who hate me .....but out of them ther r a few who truely love me ... n love me as a friend.... love me 4 wat i am... da only problem wid ppl around is ... they dont try to knw riddhi...they dun wanna know wats ther in her.... all jus want her around coz she makes ppl laugh.... she forgets her probs n is always der 4 others.....
No more of this shit...im really happy wid my present life.. satisfied...content....dun want anythin more....
i want my past to be a past.... tryin my level best to forget evry bit of it... but it aint dat easy.... coz evry time i try doin dat.... my past bcoms da present....
ok now dats enough .....aaj ke liye itna doze kafi hai

Hey Bro.... wats up.... arre u toh stopped bloggin only... accha dun worry. dont take tension after reading this blog... hehhehe.... hota hai... aur mera saath toh hote he rehta hai...
u knw dat.... ppl r 'J'... of u n me... coz V R DA BEST

Im Back...!!!!

man....feels good to get back to blogging....had been out of this for more dan a month....
life's goin better dan b4....infact i feel tht it shud continue the way its goin .....dun have much to write.... coz cant explain or express da facts taken place in my life.... its different.... da only thing wat i can let out is dat.... it feels good .... its goin smooth....eh!...sounds duh!...but yea i have gone mad.... crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... hehheheh...bro i miss ya...a loottttttttttttt