Riddhi's Journal

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Y can't death come easily???

Evrythin around is so fake.. so not wanted...i jus dun feel like goin on more....
evry single soul around me.... thy dun need me... n i dun feel da need of livin more... coz im tired of livin... whts so exciting to go on? nuthin.....
nuthin evn excits me to live ... whom to live for? for the ppl around me? CRAPPPPP!!!!!
all i lik to do is.... jus sit in sum corner.. n cry... i hate seein ppl around me... i hate evrythin around me....
i dun want any1.... nuthin.... no one...
Wht i jus want is DEATH.... have being prayin to god day n night... tht jus take me away... i seriosuly dun wanna live.... but i wonder y my prayers dun work out....
evry person around me has a problem wid me....true... im a person who cant make any dam living being happy....
seriously... if evry1 has so much problem wid me .. y dont they kill me... ? i dun like livin either.. i seriously dont.... i wan2 die.....
can sum 1 help me die?????

4 Comments:

At May 19, 2006 6:07 AM , mihier said...

kiddo god doesn answer ur prayers coz he knows tht ppl will be devasated if smthin happens to u.. u shud be banned for postin stuff like this.. believe me sis,, iv tol u before,, life is so good.. n it gets better everyday..

 
At June 15, 2006 10:19 AM , riddhi said...

hey...lis10- my name is riddhi too..n im only 14...i dunno wt ur goin thru, but ull get over it...n ummm....dont even contemplate suicide- cuz even tho u feel dat no1 cares about u, sum ppl defintely do- especially ur parents...so...nywaz...tc...
riddhi

 
At September 25, 2006 4:03 AM , Sahil said...

hi..i dont even know why u stopped talkin to me..i hope i put some sense into ur head abt ur relationships..anyway u are really sweet..n i wont forget u.

 
At May 25, 2007 7:42 AM , Everything said...

Girl, get up off the floor and defy that demon that is trying to convince you that you do not have a reason to live. Just because there are feelings around you tht are strong, doesn't mean they are really real and it doesn't mean that what it says is true. You are feeling down and out because you don't know who you are and what your purpose is; you haven't yet discovered why you are here and the theings you have been created to accomplish. Don't pray to GOD to die, ask HIM to give you a new life... that is more like HIS Loving nature. SO you've got things to do woman, rise up and face the world. Show them your face because you are not going to get knocked out of existence just like that. Remember that things are not always the way they aappear to be and feelings are often deceptive... can't always trust them. ask GOD for a new vision, a new purpose, new insight, and new strength and power to be on the top and watch what happens.

 

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