Been a long time!!

its been a long time since i have posted anythin here..... hmmmm i guess 2 to 4 months have passed.....
People around me wanted da same old rids back.... who was fun loving.....always crakin sum kinda jokes....kiddish....a total freak to be wid....!!!
So when i changed or i must say circumstances changed this Kiddish rids.... to a serious rids.... no one was happy.... especially my pals who thought dat rids is n always will be a fun loving person who always makes others laugh..... Yea no matter wat she is goin thru in her life... she wil be ther for otherz......
i still remember da days whn i use to go to college.. (september to dec start) use to hardly interact wid my pals... use to ask thm to get serious in life..... My best friend... Vidhi.. she was realy shoked to c me this way.... i mean no one was use to this rids.... they were n r so use to rids who is never sad no matter wat comes her way, she is smiling ... laughin....
I realised this lately tht i have changed a lot.... i was givin away my real side to my pals... who aren't use to the real side of Rids.... it was hard to explain to them dat ' guys this is riddhi'
I myself started feeling dat i have changed a lot.... im too matured...
So finally.... im back ... da same old idiot .. kiddish... crazy ...ridssss......... I dun wanna be matured... coz i have realized One thing.... whn i was matured... i had da power to forgive n let go..... i had left behind da childish behaviour.... this is it..... dunn have much to write things.... will blog later......