Ya Rabba.... (this is so true)

Pyaar hai ya sazaa... eh mere dil bata
Toothta kyu nahi... dard ka silsila
Iss pyaar mein ho kaise kaise imtihaan
Yeh pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan
Ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar..
Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar....


Kaisa hai safar wafa ki manzil ka
Na hai koi hal diloki mushkil ka
Dhadkan dhadkan bhari ranjishein
Saansein saansein tooti bandishein
Kahi toh har lamha hoton pe fariyaad hai
Kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai
Ya rabba ... de de koi jaan bhi agar..
Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar..


Koi na sune sisakti aahon ko
Koi na dhare tadapti baahon ko
Aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein
Tooti footi farmaishein
Kahin shakh hai toh kahin nafrat ki deewar hai
Kahin jeet mein bhi shamil pal pal haar hai
Ya rabba... de de koi jaan bhi agar..
Dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar....



This song is dam true... every word has a meaning to it....

What i have learned....

I've learned that you cannot make
someone love you.All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much i care,
some people are just assholes.

I've learned that it takes years
to build up trust,and it only takes
suspicion,not proof,to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by
on charm for about 15 minutes.
After that yu better have a big weenie
or huge boobs.

I've learned that you shudn't
compare yourself to others-they r
more screwed up than u think.

I've learned that you can keep pukin
long after you think u'r finished.

I've learned that v r responsible
for wat v do,unless v r celebrities.

I've learned that no matter how much
u love a person n how true u r,
mind games and controversies take over.

I've learned that the people you care most
about in life r taken from you too soon
and all the less important ones just never
go away....

Y can't death come easily???

Evrythin around is so fake.. so not wanted...i jus dun feel like goin on more....
evry single soul around me.... thy dun need me... n i dun feel da need of livin more... coz im tired of livin... whts so exciting to go on? nuthin.....
nuthin evn excits me to live ... whom to live for? for the ppl around me? CRAPPPPP!!!!!
all i lik to do is.... jus sit in sum corner.. n cry... i hate seein ppl around me... i hate evrythin around me....
i dun want any1.... nuthin.... no one...
Wht i jus want is DEATH.... have being prayin to god day n night... tht jus take me away... i seriosuly dun wanna live.... but i wonder y my prayers dun work out....
evry person around me has a problem wid me....true... im a person who cant make any dam living being happy....
seriously... if evry1 has so much problem wid me .. y dont they kill me... ? i dun like livin either.. i seriously dont.... i wan2 die.....
can sum 1 help me die?????

Realtionships!!!!

This is What i feel.... bout relationships... now!!

RELATIONSHIPS------off all kinds------are like Sand held in your hand.Held loosely,with an open hand,the sand remains where it is.
The minute you close your hand and squeez tightky to hold on,the sand trickles through your fingers.You may hold on to some of it,but most will be spilled.
A relationship is like that. Held loosely,with respect and freedom for the other person,it is likely to remain intact.....But hold too tightly, too possessively,and the relationship slips away and is lost.....

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When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process....as natural as the healing of a physical wound.
Let the process happen,
Trust that nature will do the healing....
Know that the pain will pass.. and,when it passes,you will be Stronger..... Happier.... more sensitive and aware.....

After a While....

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul...And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and eyes open,with the grace of an adult....not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much..
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers....
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

Yeh bata de mujhe zindagi.....

I cant realte so much to this track... Evry word means so much...i heard this after a long time... A track by jagjit n chitra.... awesome... as i heard it i felt tht it is so ture.. da words r so true.. n for me at present they r....


Yeh batade mujhe zindagi..
Pyar ki rah k humsafar..
Kiss tarah ban gaye ajnabi..
yeh batade mujhe zindagi
Phool kyu saare murjha gaye...
Kiss liye bujh gayi chandani...
yeh batade mujhe zindagi.


Kal jo bahon mein the..aur negaho mein the..
Ab woh garmee kahan ko gayi..
Na woh andaaz hai.. na woh aawaaz hai...
Ab woh narmee kahan kho gayi...
yeh batade mujhe zindagi...
pyar ki rah k humsafar..
kiss tarah ban gaye ajnabi...


Bewafa tum nahi... Bewafa hum nahi
Phir woh jazbaat kyu so gaye...
Pyar tumko bhi hai... Pyar humko bhi hai..
Faasle fir yeh kyu ho gaye
Yeh batadi mujhe zindagi....
phool kyu saare murjha gaye..
Kiss liye bujh gayi chandani...
Yeh batade mujhe zindagi..

EVerything that i can think of.... its too much but this is da truth!

Who is a friend?
Someone, who is wid u , for u, forevr. Som1 who will need n feed u till eternity.Som1 u can trust alwayz,the person whoz support u can b sure of,evn if he doesn't belive in same ideologies.
That ' someone' widout changing his outlook to suit urs,will b on ur side always.Someone who will strengthen u from within.Someone who showz u he path of living, who advices u n looks for ur advices too...
TRUST..... trust forms the foundation of friendship n any kinda relationship.A friend will always protect u. Its an invisible bond between 2 hearts, 2 souls, 2 friends. Knowing eachother inside out, upside down is really being friendz! A person needs only 1 friend in life(at least one perfect friend I mean)
Have dat chosen one close to ur heart, who will alwayz b ther (if not physically but mentally)...
And yes... never break a relationhip bcoz it hurts a lot....
Nver insult a person if u don't know much bout him, coz tht hurtz too...
Never make a committment when u aren't sure whether u can keep them or not.Bcoz it might hurt only 50% if sumthin is not attained, but it hurtz 100% whn sumthin promised to be urs is not given to u .YOU feel as if it sumthin is SNATCHED!!!!!!

"AFFECTION"..... means gentle, lasting love n fondness. Its sumthin dat all don't deserve or get. But some ppl who get it don't care bout it.
"SATISFACTION"..... somethin i hardly get... not bcoz I belive in perfection, not bcoz I am an Immature greedy human. But bcoz I get too less thn wht i xpect. I dunno y, may b som sins i committed. But still I belive in ALMIGHTY.Someone once said to this to me..." God creats probs for us so dat we never forget him n also bcoz facing thm males us a stronger person n a better human being"

Moments in life...

There are moments in life when you miss someone,
so much that you just want to pick them up from ur dreams and hug them for real!
When the doors of happiness closes,
another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't c the one which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive,
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away,
Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem like bright.
Find the one that makes Ur heart smile.
Dream what u want to dream
Go where u want to go
Be what u want to be, because you have only one life and once chance to do all the things u want to do.
May u have enough happines to make u sweet,
enough trails to make u strong,
enough sorrows to keep u human and
enough hope to keep u happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everythin,
they just make the most of everythin that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,
You can't go forward in life until u let go of ur past failures and heartaches.
When u were born u were crying ans everyone around u was smiling.
Live ur life so at the end,
You're the one who is smiling and everyone around u is crying.